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Adeline Shakespeare ">I lead a very sophisticated life but that's okay. I love poetry and riddles. Leave your footsteps here.
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005 @ 10:26 PMI WANT TO CRY.i hate my life, i realleh hate it! ): it just sucks. im so sad now. very depress. Among everyone,why me? Why does it have to be me who have to face all the problems? Yes, i did not study much. but i did not expect to fall into normal academics either. im soo upset now. Some words from my teachers mouth just shattered my heart into pieces. I dont blame her, but it makes me worry. Really worried. Come to think of it, she only referred to me. Perhaps i really did very badly. Did i mention that mr koh is realleh nice today? He is damn good at counselling. I realise i have always been looking out for bad points of him instead of looking at how nice he can be until today. Yes, im grateful to have a nice teacher like him. really! (: teachers expectation are high so bad results can mean a mediocre pass. Argh- true or false? i dont knw, and i certainly dont wish to know. AHHH! I WANT TO CRY! MY LIFE IS SO DARN FUCKED UP ! I WISH I COULD DIE. i really hope for the day where i dont have to live in agony. i really hope for the day where the world would be pitch black. i really hope for the day where there is no need for me to face any trouble or exams.. unfortunately, im scared of death. perhaps i should wait, until my guts within me builds up, then, i will get to end my agony.. i will be waiting- i hope it comes true.. I want to die. |